Welcome 2011

Today is the last day of Year 2010. Time flies.... Have been gone through the happiness, sadness, enjoyment, disappointment, etc for the past 364 days. Not much achievement has been made for the year. The only great achievement is the arrival of my second prince Bernard, the newly added member in my family. ^_^

How would my 2011 be? Dare not to set any target, just wish the happiness is always with me for days. Year 2011... expected many of my frens are leaving our company, although it would be sad, but they are ahead for their better lives, should feel happy for them. Frens, whether or not you see this post, i m terribly 不舍得 you guys, but still wishing you guys all the best for your future and bring along the great memories we had together.

Today is the last day of year 2010 and yet it is an official holiday in Malaysia. Thinking to do something differently to either end the year 2010 or welcome the year of 2011. This morning while "lepak" in Pasar Pagi, i saw 芽菇. 芽菇 is famous during chinese new year. This is what i learnt in Melaka (Sarawak seldom has this during cny). It can be fried, deep fried or can be planted. Without second thought I bought it and excitedly went home to plant it. Haha, it will grow and have leaves soon. It might be nicely grow by the time of cny. See the photo? I had just planted it and decorated it.... ^_^ I welcome my 2011 with this 芽菇 hehe....

Parents' dec trip in melaka

My parents went back to sarawak this morning. They had spent 2 weeks plus here. Time flies, so fast today they went back already. These 2 weeks I was busy bringing them to go around and eat around melaka. Trying my best to make their trip interesting in Melaka. As last year, they fall sick during the trip in melaka which made them cannot simply eat around and go around.... and that trip indeed built my guiltiness as can't make them really enjoy it. And this time, i promised myself, i have to make them comfortable and happily enjoy it.... Yes, I did! from their response, I know they enjoyed it :D

Start to miss my mom, haha.... these two weeks I did not need to wash the clothes, hang them and lipat them.... All was done by my mom.... She is really a super housekeeper.... She is able to clean every single corner of my house, including those areas which i never think of to clean..... My fans are shinning now, my floors got no more hair, My window grills are so clean, my kettles are sparkling etc... haha, thanks mom!

Start to miss my dad too. He helped me to look after Bernard when I need to have my dinner and whenever I need to away from Bernard a while. He helped to carry him to jalan-jalan so that I can save my energy of carrying him (quite tiring one :P ). Miss him for the jokes and the stories.

Start to miss my little sis too. She was my drama kaki when she was here for two weeks. Watching drama with someone is better than watching alone. Feel more interesting with the drama :p Miss the time when we shopped together to buy CNY clothes....

Looking forward for the arrival of CNY... Then go back to sarawak to meet them. :)

谁教人读书

婆婆：谁捉坏人？
皓皓：警察
婆婆：警察有教人读书吗？
皓皓：没有。。
婆婆：哦。。那谁教人读书呢？
皓皓：妈妈。。。

哈哈，因为皓皓的妈妈是老师。。。 ^o^

把妈妈卖掉

今晚我驾车去载老公，皓皓也跟去。

我：皓，把妈妈卖掉可以吗？
皓：不可以。。
我：把妈妈卖掉会怎样？
皓：会没有人驾车，车会自己走掉。。。
我：。。。。哈哈哈 （狂笑）

又一次炸到。。。从没想过这会是他的答案。。。永远都猜不到小孩在想什么，哈哈。。。my boy....

FIST NITE 2010

Last friday was FIST NITE 2010 being held in Everly Hotel. It was a great nite. was having fun there. Have been long time never play like this before.

The theme was Energitic Nite. We were encouraged to wear sporty or smart casual. But when i reached the venue, i realized that, not many was in the sport wear..... omg, feeling funny with my attire which was in yoga long pants and sport jacket.... =.="

There were few games designed by the committee and all the friends sitting same table with me were so cooperate to accomplish the task, haha. It was real fun. Full of laughter throughout the nite. :D

However it was a bit sad too after the nite when I think of maybe this would be the last chance to be as crazy as like that nite. As many of my colleagues are going to leave FIST next year. Wonder how many would be stayed back until end of next year. The feeling of upset and bu she de flooded me... Anyway, just enjoy the time we have now.....

你穿什么鞋？

我看到皓皓穿不一样颜色的拖鞋，于是。。。

me: 皓，你看你穿什么鞋？
皓：我穿蓝色配朱古力色鞋。。。

炸到，原来他懂。。。

等我大大了

皓：等我大大了，你小小。。。
我：等你大大了，妈妈老老了。。然后？
皓：等我大大了，你老老了，我喂你吃粥har...
我：。。。。。。。。。

皓：等我大大了，你小小。。。
我：等你大大了，妈妈老老了。。然后？
皓：等我大大了，你老老了，我帮你包pampers har...
我：。。。。。。。。。

我：弟弟小小，你不可以打他，他会扁掉。
皓：等我大大了，我可以打弟弟har...

Lilypie tickers on Windows 7 Gadget

It was interesting to find out that I could have all my important dates and countdowns on my desktop :D All the while I set all the Lilypie tickers on my blog to count the important dates such as Alfred's bday, Bernard's bday, my anniversary etc. Today accidentally let me discover that I could install the tickers on my desktop! haha, it is super nice, especially I was thinking to add the slimming ticker which i don't wish to put in the blog here :p paisei to "announce" my weight... XD

First you have to install the Lilypie windows 7 gadgets. Once you have installed the Lilypie Windows 7 Gadget you can add as many tickers as you like to your desktop by, clicking on the Windows 7 Gadget link displayed when you have created your ticker, and entering the special Lilypie ticker id into the options panel of the gadget.

Now I have all my tickers on my desktop, great! And the newly added slimming ticker is showing me my starting weight, current weight and the target weight as well as the BMI. ^^

变魔术

me:皓，陪弟弟讲话，他很闷
Alfred:弟弟～～～ 看这边，我会变魔术。。(He took a piece of receipt) 我变， 你看，不见了 (He hide the receipt at his back... I speechless....)
Bernard: (very happy laughing there)

I told francis, Alred was teasing Bernard like teasing girls.... =.= kao lui?

Sing k

Last nite, I was being like single, able to leave my family at home and went out sing k with my frens. The feeling is like a bird flying out from a cage, haha, too kua zhang? however, when a bird staying in a cage for long, it can't really believe it is free to fly :p that's y i got check my hp to see whether there is any call from francis..... luckily no, mayb i worried too much.... hehe

Yes, it was a great nite! Sing, laugh and shout for fun. Seem like doing so can really release the tension from our inner :p Enjoyed it a lot. It was so funny that my frens tot i was lost in the dreambox as I was going to the toilet that time. They worried I forgot the room number and can't get back to the venue.... haha, I have the sign of aging recently, i know.....

Wishing that I could renew my "pass" to come out like this again.... I am addicted to the mood of singing! ^^

Dream

Always ppl said dream can reflect a person's daily life. But how true is it? I dreamt of snake for few times. They said snake represents money or financial gain. Yes, really got few times after dreaming of snake, i "terkutip" money on the floor or I found money maybe in pockets or drawers.... However, all are my own money i guessed, coz appeared in my house :p

Last nite I dreamt of pak tou with a tvb artist, haha. Then another scene in dream I saw a girl dead while she was sleeping.... quite horrible. So the next day i searched online for the meaning. It mentioned that, dreaming an artist means you will have conflict with the ppl around you due to their jealousy. Meanwhile, dreaming of a dead ppl is a good sign, representing you are going to forget all the unhappy things and having a new beginning.... So combination of the dream become ? haha I wonder.... :p what do you think?

Alfred's first show

Alfred's nursery had organized a concert + graduation event in Dataran Pahlawan last Sunday. It started at 2pm, but we reached Dataran at around 11am+, just to avoid parking problem. After taking lunch, we got ready at the stage there and the teachers brought Alfred to the back of the stage for preparation.

Francis and me waited excitedly for his performance. Why excited? first, of coz due to the first time my boy was on stage. secondly, Alfred never shown me how he is going to dance for this event although I tried my best to tam him to show me so many times. Third, I wonder how will the second dancing clothes looked like (i have only the first dancing cloth from the teacher before the event).

It was surprisingly Alfred was there dancing, haha, as I tot he will be crying or stand still on the stage.... Luckily he did not cry, and he successfully performed his show completely. I was very much proud of him at that moment, and he looked funny on the stage. The second dancing cloth is a soldier-like uniform. Not bad to dress him in this way. I like the soldier pants very much.

I was responsible for the photos and Francis was video-shooting for him. The photos were not nicely shot, due to my lousy camera for far distance :p Anyway, still can see clearly Alfred's action on stage. More photos on facebook, please have a look there. But for the video, the extension is MP4, wonder can be uploaded here?

Thanks to my MIL

Hubby is out for workshop for 4 days and now he is on his way back to melaka ^^ Due to the flight delay, need to wait another hour only can see him... Although sleepy now, but i still open my eyes big big... scare later i can't wake up when he is back... that wil be very serious, haha, he didn't bring the home key....

These 4 days while hubby was away, my mother in law came to accompany me. She purposely swapped the classes with her colleagues and came to melaka to help me for taking care the two monkeys. With her companion, i felt so released... at least I am not alone to handle two kids.... at least I don't need to carry bernard into toilet while I was in emergency.... at least I don't need to deal with bernard in the early morning.... at least i don't need to worry for house chores.... thousand of thanks.

This morning when i sent her to bus station, i saw her back through my car's back mirror... i was so touched that moment. She purposely came here to help me and yet she alone took bus to go back to JB. Really felt so thankful from the bottom of my heart. Thanks MIL.... :)

Kitten found

Yesterday morning a kitten was found at the back of my house, under the washing machine... It was so tiny, with not-completely grown fur, and the eyes were not yet open.... around a palm's size.... wonder where did its mother gone....

We took a shoe box and placed with some clothes. Yes, this is its house, temporary one, just don't want it to get cold... wishing its mother can come back to find it when we were out for shopping. Unfortunately, it was still in the box when we were back.... so irresponsible mother cat.... pity kitten....

So we took another bigger box, so that can be placed with a plate of milk. I am doubt that it still dunno how to eat or it doesn't like the milk... it seems refuse to drink... so I cucuk its mouth towards the milk, scare that it would die of hunger.... but it licked its mouth only, but not the milk there.... aiii... headache. The milk is expensive leh.... first time i used bernard's milk. second time, "downgrade" to alfred's milk. haha, third time i used the canned milk.... but it still dun wan to drink... aiduh... itu mother cat, boleh tak u come back breastfeed a while... =.=" i really scare it will die of hunger leh....

francis is having workshop in kulim now, will only be back on wednesday nite.... so pray pray the kitten could be alive, at least dun die now... i scare ler... if so unlucky, i dun dare to settle it ler....

你要吃什么

Alfred: 你要吃什么？我煮给你
Mama: 炒面
Alfred: 没有卖哦
Mama: burger
Alfred: 没有卖哦
Mama: 做么你什么都没有卖的?
Alfred: 你要鸡饭啊？
Mama: 不要
Alfred: 钱
Mama: 不要
Alfred: 还钱!
Mama =.="

你不乖

Alfred: "你不乖，你去隔壁睡，会有老鼠咬"
Mama: "???"
Alfred: "你不乖"
Mama x_x

My new "pets" XD

Hubby's birthday

It was a nice birthday. We went to Tenji Japanese Buffet for lunch. There are 5 of us including my sis and her bf and alfred. Where is Bernard? he was at bbsitter there as it will be quite tiring to bring him so far. We came back to fetch him in the evening when we were back home.

Talk about the Tenji Buffet... frankly, the food quality is not as nice as Jogoya. Wonder that this month is the promotion month, so the food is not that nice. If compared to the service wise, Shogun is better too. However, it was a nice lunch indeed, as it was nice to eat buffet with more ppl... more meriah mah. Alfred likes sushi very much. He ate few sushi, 1 cupcake, many mushrooms and fried rice. Oh, including the ice-cream of coz...haha. We had the candle on the small pieces of cakes and again, Alfred rebut to blow it :p

Yesterday celebrated the birthday at home, by my parents in law. For sure, we will have "longevity mee" for birthday celebrations (a practise already). Nice, i like it very much. Of coz, cooked by my father in law, not me. Then at nite, alfred asked me, "papa today birthday ah?" i said,"yes" then he said want to blow candle. Then we just bought a small cheese cake and again, alfred blew the candle =.=

Orchid

It is out of surprise that my mini orchid blooms recently. Great! never see this kind of orchid before. It was a gift sent by a cari forum fren last two years ago. Yes, last TWO years.... It has been planted for 2 years already but never blooms... Just grows its leaves but no flower at all. I was about to throw it away few months ago, as I thought it will never grows flower for me, maybe I don't know how to grow this type of orchid. But feel sorry to the fren who sent, therefore, I keep it till now... and last week it started to grow with yellow mini flower.... it really does not look like an orchid flower, what a special species. Of coz, I am so happy ^^

Last Saturday went to an orchard and accidentally found that this orchard sells many kinds of orchid. haha, nice! as the price of the orchids is cheaper than other orchards.... yeah~~ The tauke nioh told me there are one thousand + kinds of orchids, amazing. Then I bought two pots of orchids from her. One is so-called "Palm orchid". It has palm tree leaves but grows with orchid flower... pretty! Another pot is mini orchid, but it does not have flower yet, so I am not sure how will the flower looks like. Tauke nioh charged me for RM25 two pots. But I potong harga till RM22 for both, hohoho... ^^

Not yet take the photo yet. Will take it soon and upload it later. :)

Food poisoning

Today is the first day of school holidays. Although it is only applicable to the students, our staffs have to work as normal. Since last nite I was conflict whether to go campus or not today, as in holidays mood when there is so less ppl in campus, plus I got no appointment today.

Don't know thinking too much or not, today I really don't need to go to campus to work. I was so sick this morning. My stomach was so upset and bloated, plus cirit-birit twice and nausea. Tahan myself to wake up to prepare the two monkeys for going to bbsitter and school. Infact, I was so uncomfortable but had no choice. After they went out, I fell down to sleep till 11am... is this pengsan? hahaha.... But the stomach was getting worst, so had to go to see doctor.

Doctor said I am having food poisoning as my stomach is "kacau kacau".... I guessed must be the not-well-cooked otak-otak... then i ate some medicine and slept again the whole afternoon.... Now feeling much better, but the stomach still bloated... hope tonight everything will be fine... it is so uncomfortable to be in this condition....

Have to tidy up my laziness

I was just realized that I like to sleep recently, wonder was I too tired or too tension or just becoz of laziness.... It was really so bad that I couldn't wake up in the mid nite to settle Bernard's demand (either milk, or maybe just wan to hug hug only)..... Recently I felt so annoyed to be woke up to feed him or calm him, will be very sleepy and ignored his cries until really beh tahan, only i woke up with bad temper. So always Francis was the one woke up to settle him, although I woke up too.

Felt so sorry for them as the next day they will smile to me, what a very pure smile, which really melt my heart and grow my guiltiness.... I know I have to tidy up my emotion now, to correct my laziness if that is the reason. Hope I can wake up like before, with a happy emotion, with a gladful heart. I should feel gladful for having them, a precious gift from god. They always said I will be bullied by 3 of them as I am the only female in the house. But for me, I think the other way. I think I will be treasured by them as I am the only female in the house. Thus, starting tonight, no blame from me, more appreciation please. :) Yes, I know I can do it....

Happy Mooncake Festival !

Happy mooncake festival! Tomorrow will be the mooncake festival. Although I will not be celebrating it, as tomorrow is a weekday and two monkeys are at home... <-- which means i got no time to quietly and enjoy my meal... :p

Anyway, I heard some fireworks just now, wonder someone was celebrating for tomorrow?

I tried to make snow skin mooncake last month, haha. It is a successful one although it is just normal flavour like pandan lotus.

Thanks also for a fren for sending me the mooncakes far from Melaka. Fren, if you see this post, my special thanks to you.... :D appreciate it and touching...

Holidays in Miri

I was back to Miri for one week holidays together with ABF. We had a nice trip there and it was really enjoyable but for me, besides enjoyable, i was ki siao to take care both monkeys full day. Frankly, i missed my bbsitter very much at the fourth day in Miri, haha.... Feel like no energy to deal with them.... :p

In Miri, we ate all of the food we missed very much when we are in Melaka like laksa, kolok mee, kueh chap, ABC, biling etc... they are really very very tasty! The consequence of eating uncontrollable is francis and I gained weight >.< I don't dare to weight, but I know I gained :p Now back to Melaka, it's time to control my mouth....

Have been one year never go back Miri. The second day morning when i woke up due to the hot shinny sun and I looked at the watch, it was 6.30am! "Hey, what is the time now? the watch must be broken." this is how i said to francis after looking at the watch. francis said it was really 6.30am. wow, if in melaka, 6.30am is still so dark... I really cannot get used to it whenever i looked at the clock, it shown me 9am and the sun is looked like 12pm in melaka.... =.="

It was unintentionally found that Pop pop is sold in Miri. haha, my childhood's fireworks during CNY. It really brought me a lot of memories. Of coz, when i saw it in the shopping mall, without second thought, I bought for Alfred. That nite, Alfred was playing happily and excitedly with it. The next few days Alfred asked me to buy again, but I failed to find it in the town area. The shopping mall where i bought pop pop is far away from my house. He was disappointed and in one morning, he woke up and :
Alfred: I cried.
Me: (shocked) why did you cry?
Alfred: I dream pop pop till cry....
Me: =.=" (speechless and laughed loudly, at the same time felt sorry for him)

So the next day, we went around the shops in town area to find, as francis said it might be his yu2 han4 if he couldn't play once again. After searching few shops, finally I managed to buy one. He was super happy and that nite he was so good boy to eat a lot. :D

How about the difficulty to bring two monkeys on board? Alfred is big boy enough, so as long as bring enough junk foods and toys, he is easy to settle. The little one, I can just give you this face T.T he was energitic on plane, only slept for 15 minutes. The rest of time he was kepo'ing to "flirt" around... I used "flirt" is becoz he will do the "a a e e" sound when see a stranger, then if the stranger teased him back, he will be very happy =.=" Another terrible experience from Bernard is, he berak when the aeroplane is going to land !! I had to clean him in the toilet and the aeroplane is shaking while asking everyone back to the seat with the safety belt... =.=" But I can't go back before i finished cleaning his butt....

Anyhow, it was really a nice experience to have family gathering in Miri. Looking forward but anxious too for the next CNY trip.

Prepare to go home

Another 2 more days I will be going back to my hometown Miri together with francis and the two little monkeys. Frankly, I am in excited and anxious mood now. Excited to go home after a year. Excited for the kolok mee, laksa, curry rice etc. Excited for the astro. Excited to be away from work. Anxious? anxious for bringing Bernard on board as this is his first time. Anxious for bringing both monkeys together with the luggages. Anxious for being the full time mom for a week. Anxious to miss out anything to bring back. Anxious to receive official call from work <-- NO PLEASE.

Started to prepare the items to bring back since last two days. Pack a bit a bit. Scare I miss out something although I have a "To-Bring" list. For example, yesterday I was shocked that I miss out a very important item in my list. Without it, Alfred will be having constipation, haha. Guess what? The kid's toilet bowl plate, haha. My mom's place will not have the small potty of coz. So this kid's toilet bowl plate is to be put on top of our normal toilet bowl, so that his little butt won't drop into the bowl, haha.... He would not go to poo if directly sit on the normal toilet bowl or without the potty.... This has been proved each time I had the two days one nite trip in kl. =.="

Yes, I am still thinking.... what have I missed out? :p

Snow Skin Mooncake

Last saturday my sis came to Melaka, and I grabbed the chance to ask her to teach me making the snow skin mooncake. We bought all the ingredients from a bakery shop and started the fun session at nite :D As promised, we started to do it at 9pm. Then my sis so busy there weighted this weighted that, haha... she said she is the first time using that recipe =.=" Her bf and I were starting to worry as she looked so cincai in the volume of the ingredients... Then my sis shown us how to make it into the mooncake. Her bf and I were helping too, it was so fun!

haha, for the new learner like me, I was excited when the mooncake was done by me :D Please see the pic haha. It tastes nice and I had sent some to my neighbours and my parents in law. The rest were all in the stomach, haha. There are still ingredients left, maybe tomorrow will do it again, then will bring to my frens to test it :D With the condition, i will not feel lazy tomorrow, hahahha.....

Alfred's tea time

Always go to fetch Alfred from nursery at 11.30am. Everyday I will bring a snack for him to eat during tea time later in bbsitter house at around 3pm. Last few weeks, Huan jie jie made few muffins and sandwich for Alfred as his tea time snacks. In the photo above are the three different flavours of muffins. Alfred likes them very much. :D

Huan jie jie, thank you~~

Shy Shy Shine~~

Alfred went out for a walk with all his little frens and teachers. He was hand in hand with a girl, haha. I asked him who is the girl. He said jie jie. :D

Children's world is so simple yet natural. A simple thing can make them laugh. Full of laughter, full of toys, full of food, just that simple. Wishing that my boys can enjoy their childhood happily, no stress, no sadness, no suffer.... Just that simple.

30 Aug.. Forced leave.

Our president has declared that 30 Aug is a public holiday in MMU which in the response to support the Green campaign. By doing so, they are able to shut down the chiller plant (aircond) from 28 till 31 Aug for 4 days. In another words, can save a lot of money.

But did MMU aware that the sudden announcement really mess up every academician's life? For those who have class on 30 and 31 august, we need to do the replacement class... and they are so many classes carried on during these two days... Everyone is rushing to grab a slot for the replacement....

I was the unlucky one who scheduled the labtest to be held on 28 aug. So after the announcement, I planned to reschedule it so that everyone could sit for the labtest in air conditioning environment. But badly, i failed to do the replacement on 1 sept, 2 sept and 3 sept as there are many exams will be organizing in each of these days. Many of the students can't make it. And worst is, I can't make it on the study week, as it has declared that whole week has to be mandotary leave (forced leave again).... sigh... then after the study week, the final exam week comes.

So no choice, I will have to stick back to my original plan which is on 28 Aug. I don't know how many ppl will curse me for having such arrangement. No aircond for a labtest. I know everyone will be sweating a lot then. I had told my students about it. Keep saying sorry to them today. They didn't have any strong objection. maybe after the labtest, they will curse me for letting them to sweat like hell? haha. Feel very sorry for my colleagues as well, they are the unlucky one to be picked to invigilate for me; and yet they are the unlucky one to invigilate a labtest without aircond....

This is the first labtest which made me a sleepless night yesterday. A very difficult situation and feel so sorry. Stupid forced leave!

猴子过马路

狗过马路，牛过马路，甚至蛇过马路都有看过。昨天才跟朋友聊起四脚蛇过马路。谁知今早我却遇见猴子过马路，吓死我。

话说今早出门还有点睡意。。 途中经过一个只剩７秒的红绿灯，所以便踩油，不想错过了便要等一个１分钟多的红绿灯。当我过到一半，哗！有只猴子过马路，印象中它那四只脚前后前后，我的车又好像要靠近它了。。幸好它快了一点，过了。。。

但，我却被他吓醒了。 嘿。。乱乱过马路是很危险的。

Gardening ...

Finally, we had the motivation to tidy up our messy garden... The plants are wildly grown... and the grass is long enough to hide your feet when you step on it... Have been thinking to tidy it since few months ago, but don't have the time? energy? mood? or other excuses to excuse myself from tidying it.

So on last Sunday, thanks to the weather, it was nice for gardening. I had unplucked all those wild plants and trimming my flowers and also green leaves. Francis was then used the grass trimmer to trim the messy grass.... See? Alfred was offering his help when he saw me sweeping the grass after cutting. He was excited and ... hmm... I think addicted to the joyfulness of sweeping grass =.="" Last two days he kept asking me to let him sweep the grass... luckily it was raining in the last two days evening... :p

Great Saturday

Today is a great saturday. A good day begins with a good mood, I believe.

This morning took a photo in car before sending the two monkeys to bbsitter house. Everyone was in good mood.



Francis and I went to Dreambox to sing k during lunch time :D Long time never sing k with only us two ppl... sing for two hours, i nearly lost my voice... it seems like the voice is difficult to "come out" in the daytime... Anyway, it was really great for singing nonstop... ^^

Then we went to buy Donashi at the Big Apple donut shop. I was thinking to buy donashi long time ago when it was newly launched to the market, but "heart pain" with the money and also diet reason, I didn't buy it... Today I don't know why I dare to buy it... close my eyes to buy it without second thought, haha.... 18 pieces costs RM20; 28 pieces costs RM25. I bought 18 pieces. I was really excited... The donashi were packed in a bento-liked box, and they looked like cute sushi staying quietly in the box :p fat? biar I habiskan them baru say.... hahhaha...

Blog Layout

Recently don't know what happen to my blog template. The very first template which i used was disappeared.... only see the background color is green in color but the background graphic was disappeared! Then i downloaded and uploaded it again to my blog, but still it is having the same problem.

So, i downloaded and uploaded another type of template. it looked nice and in the order of what I wanted. But just after a few days, this time the background is fine, but my gadgets dunno y moved to the bottom of the page.... >.<""" Then i again, redo the similar steps, but still the same.... However, today I opened it using the lab pc, it looked nice. But now the gadgets moved to the bottom whenever i used my home labtop. wonder is the resolution problem... sien.... how to make sure it will be in a normal mode whereever i open it? Anyone?

A Sunday Afternoon

Francis is coming back to Melaka in another 2 hours ^^ that's so great! My war with these two monkeys are going to end very soon, haha. See the picture above? haha, I had finally conquerred them ! They are sleeping now... shhhhh.... I was quietly taken their photo and is now quietly uploading them XD

It was a tiring week, but nevermind, it is going to end soon... A fren told me 小别胜新婚, maybe she is true. Alfred this morning told me that "我想爸爸，我要抱爸爸".... That is so sweet....

Thanks to you guys! thanks for your gambateh and support... and yes, 我渡过了这个考验 :D

Alfred's first water playing in nursery

Yesterday Alfred had his first water playing in the nursery. He called it swimming and he was excited with it. The nursery has the water playing session on the first friday of every month, but I am so careless that I forgot about it. I didn't bring towel for Alfred yesterday morning, luckily the nursery can provide one for him.

After Alfred back from school, he told me he sat inside the pool and splashed the water, and like this that swimming (he moved his hand while explaining). He said he wear only underpant to play the water, haha.... so sexy. Anyway, he explaint all these to me only after i had asked several times =.=" He won't automatically tell me one... >.<

But I wonder what would be the proper attire for the water playing session, coz he said only he and another fren were with underpant. The rest of frens are wearing shirts.... hmmm... have to clarify with the teachers later...

Anyway, he likes it :)

深呼吸

深呼吸，告诉自己今天一切会很好。

Setting a good emotion and step out of the house, found that everything is not that hard, everything will be nice soon...

Sometimes thinking taking care a bb is hard coz need to wake up in the midnite to feed him and have to carry him, etc... But I have another point of view now, yes, it is tiring to taking care a bb for all these reasons, but the tiredness is just for physical.

I think it is harder to take care of a toddler. I have to care for his feelings, his behaviours, his emotion etc.... Although it is easier to physically take care of a toddler, as he can play himself, can do everything by himself. But taking care of a toddler's emotion is somehow a difficult question to me. When he is naughty, should I hit him? or should I advice nicely? What if I talk nicely and he refuses to listen? What if he behaves naughty due to some other reasons and doesn't mean it? There are a lot of questions in my head everytime I face this situation.

Every mother will hope that her kids to behave nicely, to be a good boy, etc. I hope my sons can be a disciplined kid and everyone likes them. Before that I thought this is not hard as long as I teach him from young. Of course, he will be disciplined in some but not all. Sometimes I feel this is out of control, even though I put so much effort. Maybe this is 身为父母的彷徨吧?

深呼吸，告诉自己一切将会很好。

Not a good start of the day

I am feeling energy-less now.... physically and emotionally tired...

Last nite didn't manage to sleep well. I wonder why Bernard kept waking up after a short naps... He seemed to be very energitic... I couldn't count i woke up for how many times to feed him and to swing him to sleep... maybe 4? 5? or more? Just like usual, I put him in bed at 8pm, but last nite he woke up at 9pm and smiled to me... since he didn't feel like want to continue sleeping, so i put him into the walker. He just stared at me and smiled =.=""" for quite some time. His face.... is so happy, I dunno what happened to him or mayb he thought i am funny with a sleepy face? gosh.... then after an hour i put him to sleep, then woke up then sleep then woke up the whole nite in this type of routine.... kill me... my physical is tired.

This morning Alfred did not want to go to school... coz he wanted to watch cartoon. Then after I "tam" him, he willing to go, but he did not want to wear shoes. I know he was just trying to find an excuse to throw his temper. eee.... triggered my fire... again, kena scolded by me and as usual cried then be good boy. I did not understand why he knew the ending but still behave so. I have no energy to think anymore. I just know I drove them to bbsitter and school with black face. I don't feel like want to talk at that moment. My emotion is exhausted.

People said "Start a day with a good emotion, everything will be fine on that day"... but seems like I had a worst morning... am i managed to continue? ... X.X

Day 3 - Let's Continue

It was so glad that everything went smoothly this morning. Both kids woke up at 7am, so I had to wake up too... While I brought Alfred to brush his teeth, Bernard was rolling and "biting" toys on the bed. After that I helped Alfred to change his Kinderfit. Then brought two of them to downstairs so that Alfred could take his breakfast (a gardenia choco bread, haha, easiest :P ) At 7.45am, we drove to bbsitter there and Alfred's nursery. :)

Oh suddenly remember that this morning Bernard rolled down from the bed... Don't worry, haha, he didn't hit any hard surface, coz he was falling to Alfred's bed. That time I was making milk for Alfred, while Bernard was on the bed rolling and Alfred was lying on his bed (which is on the floor) waiting for his milk. When I was making milk, I turnt over to see them, wah, shock me =.="" Bernard's body was on Alfred's body and Bernard's legs were on the bed..... =.=""" Then I quickly ran to him and he was smiling at me when he saw me.... bomb.... and Alfred did not dare to move, haha, was "pressed" by Bernard on top....

Today is the 3rd day. Yes, hope this week can pass very very fast... "I'm waiting for you~~~" (lyris from dunno wat song, which sang by my student yesterday while waiting for me to open the lab for the tutorial class, haha, now pinjam to sing to Francis).

Home Alone with Kids

Today is the second day Francis went to Germany. Last nite I was alone to take care these two monkeys.... luckily everything fine. Just that Bernard woke up at 12.30am and 4am.... I am a bit sleepy now, wonder is Monday blue or becoz lack of sleep last nite...

Tonite would be another nite with them alone. haha, i feel like i am having war now... have to conquer them :p Let's see tonite i manage to settle them o not. Of coz i hope i could... I wish myself a sweet nite today.

I rememebered possibly two years before I wrote a post in friendster blog saying that I would rather be a small lady to be protected by my half, instead of being a brave woman to face everything independently. Frankly, til today I stil have this feeling. But having two kids, no matter how, i have to learn to be independent which will make me tiring most of the time. Sound sad? but that is life. Just hope that no matter how tired I am, they can grow up happily and healthily, and my friends and families around would always love me so much as i love them, hahaha....

Yes, gambateh for another few more days before Francis can come back to join my army team, haha... I need some strength before I really collapse :p

Alfred's first day to school

7th June 2010 is the first day of school (toddler in kindergarten) for Alfred. I was worried that he would cry. Surprisingly he didn't! He likes the school, i was so pleased. At first, i was worried and everyday keep telling him I will send him to school then i will be going to work. Then i will come back to fetch him and send him to bbsitter there. This was somesort my promise to him that I will come back to fetch him. Luckily he understands.

However, according to the teacher, he didn't finish the food given, a bit choosy. Today is the second day, and teacher told me he managed to finish the food. Maybe he likes the food today but not yesterday, my choosy boy.....

Hope he is able to cope with the life in school and learn something. Hope he could able to communicate in English which is not his mother tongue. Hope he will learn to take care of himself and be a good boy.... :)

Lovely Bear Bear

These lovely bear could be hang on handphones, bags; could be used as keychain; could be used to decorate the flower bouquet; or even be the flower bouquet itself... :)


Brown Floral Skirt
Red Floral Skirt
Purple Floral Skirt
Pink Floral Skirt

Pot Flower Bouquet: Blue Prince

Again, the Epipremnum aureum, also known as the Pothos, Silver Vine, Money Plant and etc, is a popular houseplant with numerous cultivars selected for leaves with white, yellow, or light green variegation. According to the NASA/ALCA study on the use of common indoor plants for indoor air purification, Pothos is one of the top 3 plants besides Philodendron and Spider Plant that has been labeled the most effective in removing formaldehyde. It has been found effective in removing benzene and carbon monoxide too.



Blue Prince

Pot Flower Bouquet: Hanging Greeny

Epipremnum aureum, also known as the Pothos, Silver Vine, Money Plant and etc, is a popular houseplant with numerous cultivars selected for leaves with white, yellow, or light green variegation. It is often used in decorative displays in shopping centers, offices, and other public locations largely because it is a very hardy plant that requires little care and is also attractively leafy. It is also efficient at removing indoor pollutants.



Hanging Greeny

Pot Flower Bouquet: Royal Nature

Another pot flower bouquet~~ Spider plant is one of the common house plants. It is good at purifying the air in your home. It is easy to grow and propagate. If you take good care of it, you will soon have many "babies" from the mother plant.



Royal Nature

Pot Flower Bouquet: Purple Elegance & Pinky Soft

It is common to gift someone with beautiful bouquet of fresh flowers. However, fresh flowers have limited life span. How about replace fresh flowers with pot flowers? It can be as pretty as fresh flower bouquet yet long lasting. Your loved ones can water these wrapped pot flowers everyday and see them growing!


Purple Elegance



Pinky Soft

Welcome to 菁的小世界

Welcome! This is the first post. Will upload more photos later... :)