深呼吸

深呼吸，告诉自己今天一切会很好。

Setting a good emotion and step out of the house, found that everything is not that hard, everything will be nice soon...

Sometimes thinking taking care a bb is hard coz need to wake up in the midnite to feed him and have to carry him, etc... But I have another point of view now, yes, it is tiring to taking care a bb for all these reasons, but the tiredness is just for physical.

I think it is harder to take care of a toddler. I have to care for his feelings, his behaviours, his emotion etc.... Although it is easier to physically take care of a toddler, as he can play himself, can do everything by himself. But taking care of a toddler's emotion is somehow a difficult question to me. When he is naughty, should I hit him? or should I advice nicely? What if I talk nicely and he refuses to listen? What if he behaves naughty due to some other reasons and doesn't mean it? There are a lot of questions in my head everytime I face this situation.

Every mother will hope that her kids to behave nicely, to be a good boy, etc. I hope my sons can be a disciplined kid and everyone likes them. Before that I thought this is not hard as long as I teach him from young. Of course, he will be disciplined in some but not all. Sometimes I feel this is out of control, even though I put so much effort. Maybe this is 身为父母的彷徨吧?

深呼吸，告诉自己一切将会很好。