Have to tidy up my laziness

I was just realized that I like to sleep recently, wonder was I too tired or too tension or just becoz of laziness.... It was really so bad that I couldn't wake up in the mid nite to settle Bernard's demand (either milk, or maybe just wan to hug hug only)..... Recently I felt so annoyed to be woke up to feed him or calm him, will be very sleepy and ignored his cries until really beh tahan, only i woke up with bad temper. So always Francis was the one woke up to settle him, although I woke up too.

Felt so sorry for them as the next day they will smile to me, what a very pure smile, which really melt my heart and grow my guiltiness.... I know I have to tidy up my emotion now, to correct my laziness if that is the reason. Hope I can wake up like before, with a happy emotion, with a gladful heart. I should feel gladful for having them, a precious gift from god. They always said I will be bullied by 3 of them as I am the only female in the house. But for me, I think the other way. I think I will be treasured by them as I am the only female in the house. Thus, starting tonight, no blame from me, more appreciation please. :) Yes, I know I can do it....

Happy Mooncake Festival !

Happy mooncake festival! Tomorrow will be the mooncake festival. Although I will not be celebrating it, as tomorrow is a weekday and two monkeys are at home... <-- which means i got no time to quietly and enjoy my meal... :p

Anyway, I heard some fireworks just now, wonder someone was celebrating for tomorrow?

I tried to make snow skin mooncake last month, haha. It is a successful one although it is just normal flavour like pandan lotus.

Thanks also for a fren for sending me the mooncakes far from Melaka. Fren, if you see this post, my special thanks to you.... :D appreciate it and touching...

Holidays in Miri

I was back to Miri for one week holidays together with ABF. We had a nice trip there and it was really enjoyable but for me, besides enjoyable, i was ki siao to take care both monkeys full day. Frankly, i missed my bbsitter very much at the fourth day in Miri, haha.... Feel like no energy to deal with them.... :p

In Miri, we ate all of the food we missed very much when we are in Melaka like laksa, kolok mee, kueh chap, ABC, biling etc... they are really very very tasty! The consequence of eating uncontrollable is francis and I gained weight >.< I don't dare to weight, but I know I gained :p Now back to Melaka, it's time to control my mouth....

Have been one year never go back Miri. The second day morning when i woke up due to the hot shinny sun and I looked at the watch, it was 6.30am! "Hey, what is the time now? the watch must be broken." this is how i said to francis after looking at the watch. francis said it was really 6.30am. wow, if in melaka, 6.30am is still so dark... I really cannot get used to it whenever i looked at the clock, it shown me 9am and the sun is looked like 12pm in melaka.... =.="

It was unintentionally found that Pop pop is sold in Miri. haha, my childhood's fireworks during CNY. It really brought me a lot of memories. Of coz, when i saw it in the shopping mall, without second thought, I bought for Alfred. That nite, Alfred was playing happily and excitedly with it. The next few days Alfred asked me to buy again, but I failed to find it in the town area. The shopping mall where i bought pop pop is far away from my house. He was disappointed and in one morning, he woke up and :
Alfred: I cried.
Me: (shocked) why did you cry?
Alfred: I dream pop pop till cry....
Me: =.=" (speechless and laughed loudly, at the same time felt sorry for him)

So the next day, we went around the shops in town area to find, as francis said it might be his yu2 han4 if he couldn't play once again. After searching few shops, finally I managed to buy one. He was super happy and that nite he was so good boy to eat a lot. :D

How about the difficulty to bring two monkeys on board? Alfred is big boy enough, so as long as bring enough junk foods and toys, he is easy to settle. The little one, I can just give you this face T.T he was energitic on plane, only slept for 15 minutes. The rest of time he was kepo'ing to "flirt" around... I used "flirt" is becoz he will do the "a a e e" sound when see a stranger, then if the stranger teased him back, he will be very happy =.=" Another terrible experience from Bernard is, he berak when the aeroplane is going to land !! I had to clean him in the toilet and the aeroplane is shaking while asking everyone back to the seat with the safety belt... =.=" But I can't go back before i finished cleaning his butt....

Anyhow, it was really a nice experience to have family gathering in Miri. Looking forward but anxious too for the next CNY trip.

Prepare to go home

Another 2 more days I will be going back to my hometown Miri together with francis and the two little monkeys. Frankly, I am in excited and anxious mood now. Excited to go home after a year. Excited for the kolok mee, laksa, curry rice etc. Excited for the astro. Excited to be away from work. Anxious? anxious for bringing Bernard on board as this is his first time. Anxious for bringing both monkeys together with the luggages. Anxious for being the full time mom for a week. Anxious to miss out anything to bring back. Anxious to receive official call from work <-- NO PLEASE.

Started to prepare the items to bring back since last two days. Pack a bit a bit. Scare I miss out something although I have a "To-Bring" list. For example, yesterday I was shocked that I miss out a very important item in my list. Without it, Alfred will be having constipation, haha. Guess what? The kid's toilet bowl plate, haha. My mom's place will not have the small potty of coz. So this kid's toilet bowl plate is to be put on top of our normal toilet bowl, so that his little butt won't drop into the bowl, haha.... He would not go to poo if directly sit on the normal toilet bowl or without the potty.... This has been proved each time I had the two days one nite trip in kl. =.="

Yes, I am still thinking.... what have I missed out? :p